Is the human soul being fractured on purpose!!!

What is our purpose here on this planet!

From the minute we are born we are taught fear, the doctor slaps us on our arse, that shock that first scream that fear is the first fracture that we as a spirit in a meat sack recieve, it teaches us to break ourselves in defense of ourself.

Is this by design, or just a cruel twist of fate!

What if when we recieve fear or pain or suffering, we fracture ourselves, what if we break a part of us up and hold it up to defend ourselves, as a shield, that part will never go away but will grow with us, seperate but us just the same.

Skip forward now from that first break, that first lesson, you are now an adult and all through your life everytime you have been scared got hurt emotionally or physically you have broken yourself, and used that part as a shield.

I would assume there is a set number of fractures required, but for what purpose.

We all without exception argue with ourselves, but just who are we arguing with, why are we not 100 percent set and driven on our goals, we always have a small doubt do we not! And those who seem to be driven to be 100% focused on something without doubt are the ones who seem to achieve more, is this because they have less fractures or have pulled themselves back together by cooperating with thereselves.

There is a theory that the earth used to be one continent the I think it was called pangea, well we as earthlings are directly connected to the planet we live on, if the earth is fractured then so are we, and it goes even deeper because if we are fractured so are our relationships our emotions every single thing in our lives is fractured and we as creators need to use our creating abilities and create a repair.

we grow up with a set of friends, most nowadays split up do they not, they all go their seperate ways, lose contact spread out like a fracture, whereas if we stayed as a tribe with the ones we grow up with the ones we bonded with as kids, we would be much stronger, we are fractured as a race, it is being pushed on us from all directions to break ourselves.

Why?

Could this be by grand design, could we actually be creating more spirits, more of us?

Say we are all sparks of the divine, we are all creators in our own right, well how would we duplicate ourselves!

We would need to break a piece of us off, we would need to fracture that divine spark so another part can then grow, say when we die the ones who now appear crazy and have many many sides to their personality are the ones who have been helping mankind the most, death comes and you are weighed, have you birthed enough new souls as a creator god! mmmm

There is the other side of the coin also, what if we are being fractured to stop us being creator Gods, what if the fractures happen from day one so we can never truly be 100% on anything, as then it would make us too powerful, so we are broken so we argue with us!

I would like to think we are creating new souls through this truama that is inflicted on us daily, it is everywhere, war murder death hunger fear fear fear everywhere, the cities are the worst, but they could well be breeding grounds for new gods... Or prisons for Gods.

What say you?