My father is genetic trash and I hate him

Fuck this is a lot to read. Someone be a gem and sum this up for me.

Oh yeah, and meanwhile all these instagram cunts and fellow Chads grew up with loving, rich parents with good genes and a gazillion cool friends. The most traumatizing thing they will ever experience is getting cut off in traffic. Otherwise their life will be one of constant validation, romance, friendship, happiness and positivity. All the things that make life worth living and that I have never experienced in life and never will.

I fucking hate this life and want revenge.

He was a bullied nerd in high school, who went on to attain S, and reproduce with some ex carosel rider that I call my mother. Most of my shitty features come from him. He wouldn't admit it, but I know that he regards me as a loser and a faliure. He sometimes dosen't even reply to my texts that I send him from college. He likely blames me for all of my lifes faliures, such as being bullied and being rejected by my peers. He dosen't realise that I have had a rough time socially becasue of HIS shitty genes. His crappy genetic legacy has meant that I have been forced to endure constant shit my entire youth, all because of things outside my control, like my puny frame and ugly face. My dad was also bullied in school, and I think that he somehow wanted to live through me during my own high-school experience. When this failed, and I was bullied too, he seemed to give up on me, and start resenting me for not being eveything that he never was. What the fuck did he expect though? He was a framecel loser in school, so the chances were high that his own son would be too.

I tried my hardest to make friends and get a gf in high-school, but people still treated me like scum because of my looks. I couldn't play sports, because I had a late puberty and was physically behind other boys my age. The stupid fuck used to tell me to play sports in high school, but didn't even take into account the fact that I weighed 65kg (140lbs) at 18 years of age. Fucking pathetic. School coaches would laugh in your face if you tried to join a high school rugby team with those stats. He also refused to teach me any sports when I was a child or teach me any manly activities like hunting. He then suddenly expected me to have an interest in these things in my teens. My father also thinks he is a "funny guy", and makes jokes with people, like saying "thanks dad" to male cashiers that are decades younger than him. He always has to make some sort of stupid unneccesary aspie joke with anyone he meets. He almost certainly has autism as well, he was a huge nerd in high school, and has all the symptoms. He is undiagnosed, but even claims to be autistic, as if he is proud of the fact that his brain is fucked. He has the most pathetic physique I have ever seen as well. During my childhood, he was around 110kg (220lbs), basically all fat, with pathetic narrow shoulders and wide hips. He has now cut down to about 180lbs, and I can see that his underlying frame is that of a 15 year old boy. To top it all off, he was selfish enough to conceive me at age 41. His sperm was almost certainly of shitty quality, and I suspect I may have inherited autism/burgers from him. Thanks for reading everyone, just wanted to vent about my pathetic excuse for a father. I fucking hate him.

It's propaganda and indoctrination by those assigned the task of pushing the meme of the Georgia guidestones commandments

Seriously

you can get shoulder widening surgery, they break your breast bone.

My dad was a bullied nerd in HS

Attained status, and got an ex carosel rider who became my mother

Clearly wanted to live through my own youth, resents me because I also became a bullied nerd.

Dosen't realise that my faliure is due to things outside my control (his piece of shit genetics).

Fuck this is a lot to read. Someone be a gem and sum this up for me.

Your just upset cuz he has a little deek and you got the same...

He was a bullied nerd in high school, who went on to attain S, and reproduce with some ex carosel rider that I call my mother. Most of my shitty features come from him. He wouldn't admit it, but I know that he regards me as a loser and a faliure. He sometimes dosen't even reply to my texts that I send him from college. He likely blames me for all of my lifes faliures, such as being bullied and being rejected by my peers. He dosen't realise that I have had a rough time socially becasue of HIS shitty genes. His crappy genetic legacy has meant that I have been forced to endure constant shit my entire youth, all because of things outside my control, like my puny frame and ugly face. My dad was also bullied in school, and I think that he somehow wanted to live through me during my own high-school experience. When this failed, and I was bullied too, he seemed to give up on me, and start resenting me for not being eveything that he never was. What the fuck did he expect though? He was a framecel loser in school, so the chances were high that his own son would be too.

I tried my hardest to make friends and get a gf in high-school, but people still treated me like scum because of my looks. I couldn't play sports, because I had a late puberty and was physically behind other boys my age. The stupid fuck used to tell me to play sports in high school, but didn't even take into account the fact that I weighed 65kg (140lbs) at 18 years of age. Fucking pathetic. School coaches would laugh in your face if you tried to join a high school rugby team with those stats. He also refused to teach me any sports when I was a child or teach me any manly activities like hunting. He then suddenly expected me to have an interest in these things in my teens. My father also thinks he is a "funny guy", and makes jokes with people, like saying "thanks dad" to male cashiers that are decades younger than him. He always has to make some sort of stupid unneccesary aspie joke with anyone he meets. He almost certainly has autism as well, he was a huge nerd in high school, and has all the symptoms. He is undiagnosed, but even claims to be autistic, as if he is proud of the fact that his brain is fucked. He has the most pathetic physique I have ever seen as well. During my childhood, he was around 110kg (220lbs), basically all fat, with pathetic narrow shoulders and wide hips. He has now cut down to about 180lbs, and I can see that his underlying frame is that of a 15 year old boy. To top it all off, he was selfish enough to conceive me at age 41. His sperm was almost certainly of shitty quality, and I suspect I may have inherited autism/burgers from him. Thanks for reading everyone, just wanted to vent about my pathetic excuse for a father. I fucking hate him.

Damn DEM FEELS!

I feel op and some of you posters in here.

My parents were really old when they had me.

My father is extremely socially awkward (I´m pretty damn sure he has Aspergers although he has never been diagnosed), bitter and legitimately has an IQ below 90. I´ve known him for 25 years and I´ve honestly never spoken to him for more than three sentences although he was home every single day. Never seen him laugh once in 25 years. He has zero sense of humor and is always negative and serious. Has never made a joke in his entire life. Hates movies, hates music and hates literally everything I do. Dinner at home was always extremely cold. Almost no talking in a badly lit room. His only advice in life he drilled into me from an early age was to study hard, ignore anything social and do well in school so that I can support him with money once he is old. He was just an overall mean person to everyone and absolutely nobody likes him.

Fuck this is a lot to read. Someone be a gem and sum this up for me.

Wait. This is worrying me. I have a relative and he's going to have a baby at 46 years old.

Do men's gene's get crappier as they age? I thought only women's eggs had that problem...

thing is, he hates the courses that I am taking, and still views me as a faliure because of crappy social life. I am in a dorm, but will be home in a few days time, so will start bulking then. I managed to reach 74kg before the start of dorm life this year, after about 3 months of bulking (9kg gain). I think its hard not to resent someone who has given you the curse of terrible genetics. I would rather that he had never even reproduced, it would have prevented so much suffering and torment on my part.

Stop blaming him for your genes. They're his and YOURS. Buck up and move ahead.

Hitler's dad was also genetic trash, therefore Hitler himself inherited some of that misfortune; he was a skinny-fat framecel, short, one testicle, terrible body proportion where he accumulated most of his fat in his lower stomach and hips, similar to that of a female's body. He also inherited ethnic looking features, but guess what, even with all his shortcomings people still worship him as a GOD.